I love you and always will

I miss my old self :( What is happening to me?! Why do i feel that u r avoiding me? I really wished we could revert BACK TO THOSE GOOD OLD TIMES. (when we shared all our emotions with one another) But now i juz feel that we are juz icicles towards each other.. I have promised myself i guess. If i cannt b with u, then i guess, i will not step into another relationship, i will juz continue waiting for u, this promise, is my real heartfelt desire TO BE WITH U ONLY.. :( kaye, aish.. Byes, till next time i guess